I am afraid of failure. Not failing, but failure. The former is an action that can be rectified while the latter is a state of being. And what an escruciatingly miserable state it can be. it’s the kind of place that stifles your soul and asphixiates your dreams until you are just a lifeless shell waiting on your organs to catch up with the death of your hope and strength….

I’ve decided to combine my ability to draw with my thirst for technology to memorialize APNF in a webcomic that will debut this summer.

I’m flirting with the idea of starting a webcomic. Like any endeavor, I sought out the best in the field to study best practices and discovered a great cartoonist and subsequent YouTube clips on the webcomic-making process. One tool that makes the digitization of drawing easier is the digital tablet. Thankfully, I had one given to me as a gift from my wife some time ago – an Adesso Cyber…

Today I emerge from the other side of what has been the worst weekend of my life. Words cannot capture the imperial level of suckage that loomed over my spirit like a wet blanket dripping of coyote urine. The good news is that I’m still alive, so the weekend was not as bad as it could have been. I have another day, which is another chance to improve and savor…

I’ve grown, outgrown and re-grown my locs like a tumultuous love affair that always results in my coming back to them and continuing the journey even further than before.

I’m doing so much and constantly prioritizing so that it doesn’t become too much. I was told to chalk up my uneasy feelings, MBP and iPhone issues, bicycle drama, etc. to the mercury retrograde — which ended yesterday. Now that it’s over, I have no explanation for the current weirdness in my life.

I looked forward to spending years with him by my feet, nodding to the beat of fantastic music. That dream was cut short today.

Last January I welcomed 2010 with an eagerness to redefine my online presence. All Things Fave consolidates my creative endeavors into one neat space. The simplistic redesign of this blog encourages me to write more frequently; while the new organization of my music site is aesthetically pleasing. Reformatting the Friday Favecast to a bi-weekly offering calls for a layout change as does the momentum of DJ Markus Gramm. These ventures…